DISCLAIMER*** Cussing & Graphic details are in this post...a lot.

What in the HELL was I thinking?!?

This is going to be the bitchiest blog ever. I cannot f-ing believe how much pain my ass is in. It feels like I have been raped by a 750lb gorilla that broke my tail bone in the process. It feels as though a war has gone down in my box. I am so freaking frustrated with Spin class. After the first class last Thursday my butt hurt and I could barley get in and out of my car the next day. When I say "butt" I mean BOX - the whole entire vagina bone and ass bone area = BOX. After the first class I was hooked. I absolutely love the feeling and how hard the teacher pushed me (see previous post) and the only downside was how bad my box hurt the next day. I was told by the other people in the class and the teacher that it just takes time to get "used" to the seat and it will be painful for the first few times.

JESUS BIBLE it was MORE than painful this time.

 I even went out and bought a seat cover and tried it out for the first time tonight. STUPID FUCKING SEAT COVER. Okay, I'm getting a little out of hand right now but you will have to forgive me since my box is currently throbbing. (I just yelled at Chad because he said my name oops) Anyways, I have never and I mean NEVER almost cried while working out. I got so frustrated that I actually said the F word and Shit out loud in the class while Usher's "Yea" was jamming and these 2 disgusting girls tried to dance and sing "lady in the street freak in the bed"

Seriously - BARF.

 I'm a bitch and you are only allowed to act like that around me if: 

A. you're hot, B. I know you and you're my friend, C. I am not about to cry, D. You're not in a room full of old people and in a freaking spin class. I digress...

So, back to me almost crying - I am so disappointed in myself.

 I consider myself a bad ass at working out and I felt like a total baby tonight. I couldn't concentrate on my spinning workout because all I could think about is how much my box hurt. I mean I could NOT stay seated. I spent most of the class standing and it was so hard. We did a full hour tonight with lots of rolling hills and tons of cardio and I completed it all but I just feel very defeated.

I will go back.

 I've decided that I'm going to give it 10 trys. I've done 2 classes so far and if I went off of tonight I would be done with spinning but I don't want to stop because I really like the teacher and I feel the workout is going to do amazing things to my body. However, I just don't feel like a workout is supposed to hurt that badly on a part of your body you aren't even working out!

If any of my readers spin PLEASE give me some advice or encouragement... this girl is bitchy and beat but I don't want to stop!