Missing you freaks

I've been MIA again. I'll be honest. I had a huge change in my life a few months ago and I wasn't sure anymore if I wanted everyone to know what I was up to at all times so, I took a little break from blogging. I have a few stalkers (nothing really dramatic just pretty weird) and I'm tired of being harassed. It's funny how you can tell people, "Hey, I wish you the best in life but I just don't want anything to do with you anymore." and they still call you five times in a row and just can't quite take the hint. I want to move on with life. People come in... people go out and at the end of the day all that matters is: ARE YOU HAPPY? If you can answer that with a YES then you are golden and I'm very happy to say I can scream YES at the top of my lungs because life is good. Oh so good.

 

I hate bringing up negativity on the blog but ya know... you guys deserve honesty and that's really what has been going on with me and my "lack of blogging."

 

So, I'm going to try and get back into the swing of things... I always find myself thinking, "oh, I am so funny I should put that on the blog." or "I can't wait to tell them what happened when we did this." etc. etc.

 

Lately, I've been thinking about how when you grow older your family becomes more and more important to you. I miss my family so much and the older I get the more I want kids and the more I want to be closer to our family in order to do that. Now, don't go getting excited anyone I'm still completely in love with Seattle but if we are being honest I have to admit I miss you freaks. We have been in Seattle almost 2 years now (in October) and every time I look back on moving I still say it was the absolute best decision of my life. I knew that Chad and I could do it and that our lives would forever be changed for the better and I was exactly right. (Per usual) I love that man more today than I did when I married him and every time I look at him I pinch myself and say how did I get so lucky. I want that kind of love for everyone I know. I see some of my blog friends talk about wishing they were in love and it absolutely breaks my heart. I can't believe that I was so blessed to have met my soul mate when I was barely 20 years old OR that we both had the wits about us to realize how good we were for each other and that simply being together would perpetuate all of our other dreams coming true. WHOA that just got emotional. Back to the point. I WANT EVERYONE TO FIND THEIR PERSON! Just know I pray for you girls... especially you.. and no I won't call you out but I'm pretty sure you know I'm talking to you..... give it time. Love yourself. Know that "What's suppose to happen... will."

 

In another first - I tried to be a matchmaker recently. I have NEVER EVER tried to do that before but these two people I felt like God was whispering in my ear and well... I just had to try. I still have hope it will work out in time but MY timing was crap and well yea, I suck.

 

 

I'll do less talking next time... I just missed you guys!