I love you endlessly...

Yesterday I got a terrible phone call... you know one of those calls that you absolutely hope to never get. On the other end of my call was my best friend...crying heavily and barley getting the words out that her Daddy had just passed away. It took awhile for this to sink in...she had a relationship with her Dad that was so rare, so special, so unusual that I instantly knew she was barely holding herself together. 

I feel helpless being so far away from her and I wanted to jump on a plane right then and go home to be with her but I can't due to me starting the new job tomorrow morning. She has always been there for everything in my life, ever big event...and I feel like a complete failure that I'm not there with her right now holding her and crying with her. She is my Best Friend in the whole world and in a few weeks I will get to see her but it still doesn't feel like soon enough. I'm asking everyone who reads this to say a prayer or loving thought for her and her family. She is one of the most giving, caring, and loving people I know and it's going to be really tough to get through this. He passed away from a blood clot that happend sometime yesterday morning after a hand surgery that he had, had a few weeks before. He was way to young to say goodbye but the only comfort I have is knowing that he is completely happy now in Gods arms and I hope that Haley knows he is always going to be holding her hand the rest of her life...guiding her and never leaving her side.

You always were his hero..and you're mine too.

I love you endlessly Haley and I know things are hard right now but you will make it.

I'm just a phone call away and I will be seeing you very soon.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

You are the *BEST* Friend a girl could ever hope to have.

I'm so sorry you are having to go through this...

And so sorry I'm not right beside you.

Know that you're all I'm thinking about.

I'll be back

My life is like one big tornado right now... we are in our new apartment and all of our stuff is here (I'm once again behind on posting and expect lots of make up posts in the future) Here's the main stuff: My mom and best friend are amazing and helping us every step of the way. My friend Jarred that lives and works up here has  helped us so much I can't even start to explain but with all that being said I still have no time to blog right now. I'll be back later this week once things are put in their place (I'm a little OCD I think) and life starts getting a little more normal. Moving is tough, but  man moving across the country is insane... and I'm crazy for doing it. So far so good though.. we are loving it.

As the terminator would say:

"I'll be back"

One of our stops on our amazing road trip... blogs to come.

PS. This world is amazing, get out there and explore it!

Do you ever feel guilty for not blogging enough?

  ---- I do!

Its been Crazy.

I just don't have time to blog right now and I feel like a total let down. I have lots of things to blog about but I am never at home, and if I am at home I'm busy packing boxes up. Well my friends the packing is almost finished (hopefully today) and once everything is gone I will be blogging a lot more because I'll be totally bored (well not really there is the whole thing about everyone in our family and friends wanting to feed/see us before we leave - must be a southern thing haha) I have several going away parties/gigs/birthday parties to blog about and a whole list of adventures that I'm planning on blogging about throughout our ROAD TRIP across the country! Here is a sneak peek at what I'm planning on:

1. A blog from every state we touch. We are going to stop and take pictures in front of every state sign we come across and I'll post about the adventures we come in contact with in said state. (Think Worlds largest rubber band ball adventures, Mt. Rushmore, and other random things I don't even know about yet!)

2. Chad's shows on the road. He booked a gig in St. Louis (our first stop!) at Pop's Blue Moon! If you read this and happen to live in St. Louie come out that night!! Meet me and my husband/family/friends and party the night away! (Swear we aren't killers - no time to hide the bodies)

3. Road food and hopefully Road Running. I really have this crazy idea that I should run in every state we stop in for the night (about 5 different ones) I'm really bad about actually exercising when out of town but maybe if I commit to blogging about it you guys will actually make me do it!? Give me opinions/advice people.

Well, That's all for now, I plan on blogging a few more times before we actually leave for Jackson but in the mean time enjoy some random pictures that will more than likely end up in extended "catch up posts" later-- I just hate giving you guys blogs without any pictures... so here ya go:

Meridian Underground Show (Post to come)

How good do I look with a baby! Baby Lucas!

(Chad's running scared now)

Besties Birthday & CK show (Post to come)

Surprise show up by my other beautiful Bestie!

Bringing back the duck face and I miss my weave. Siiigh

Now time to pack, go pick up more boxes, see the hubs family, and then GYM.

Insane in the membrane

Wow, it has been forever since I posted.

I have lots of adventures to post about.

I will get to them tomorrow.

Now, I have to go to sleep.

I hope I'm not getting

Sick. :(



Coming Soon

A large, massive, & detailed post!

I'm sorry I've been such a slacker... this last weekend has been nuts. Lots of pictures coming and other fun things. I promise.

 Until then enjoy:

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