I love you endlessly...

Yesterday I got a terrible phone call... you know one of those calls that you absolutely hope to never get. On the other end of my call was my best friend...crying heavily and barley getting the words out that her Daddy had just passed away. It took awhile for this to sink in...she had a relationship with her Dad that was so rare, so special, so unusual that I instantly knew she was barely holding herself together. 

I feel helpless being so far away from her and I wanted to jump on a plane right then and go home to be with her but I can't due to me starting the new job tomorrow morning. She has always been there for everything in my life, ever big event...and I feel like a complete failure that I'm not there with her right now holding her and crying with her. She is my Best Friend in the whole world and in a few weeks I will get to see her but it still doesn't feel like soon enough. I'm asking everyone who reads this to say a prayer or loving thought for her and her family. She is one of the most giving, caring, and loving people I know and it's going to be really tough to get through this. He passed away from a blood clot that happend sometime yesterday morning after a hand surgery that he had, had a few weeks before. He was way to young to say goodbye but the only comfort I have is knowing that he is completely happy now in Gods arms and I hope that Haley knows he is always going to be holding her hand the rest of her life...guiding her and never leaving her side.

You always were his hero..and you're mine too.

I love you endlessly Haley and I know things are hard right now but you will make it.

I'm just a phone call away and I will be seeing you very soon.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

You are the *BEST* Friend a girl could ever hope to have.

I'm so sorry you are having to go through this...

And so sorry I'm not right beside you.

Know that you're all I'm thinking about.