Sometimes, I go crazy.

Sometimes I get in this mood... the mood where I think I need a house but then I remember that:

 A. I have no idea where I would want this house

B. I have no desire to be planted in one spot right now

C. I don't want to deal with all the responsibilities that come with a house

D. I don't want to look for a house

E. I don't want to deal with getting money for a house

F. I'm not ready to fill this house with kids (which I know would be what I wanted to do next)

It's so funny that for so long I was planning this move, this huge step in my life and getting ready for it. Well, now that it is here and I have moved and we are settled in, what am I to start planning/worrying about next? WHY AM I LIKE THIS!? My mom thinks it's hilarious that I simply cannot be content. I'm always wanting more or "hard to please" but then again I think that's how things happen in life - accomplish one thing move onto the next.

 I'm not ready to deal with the whole house thing yet though so what do I need to do in the meantime? Well, first thing up is get CK famous but that's pretty much taking care of itself. (He amazes me everyday with his talent, ambition, and LUCK) I simply am unsure what to do with myself right now... so I think I should just work, work out, and save as much money as possible.

Then again when CK gets famous we will have lots of money...ughhh?

Terri's life goals:

1. Get CK famous

2. Buy house

3. Have babies

Then what... shit I only have 3 things left on my "big life goals" list. Two of which I could do at any time? I might be sounding like a complete brat right now but I'm just so lost at the moment.

I need to be inspired, I need to start planning something. 

I feel like moving across the country was epic.. so epic that it's going to take awhile to top. Oh holy hell I'm going to the art store soon and get back into training for a 1/2 marathon maybe those two things will take up some time but I dunno... for some reason buying a house is the only thing that seems fun. However, I don't want to actually do it.

 

There is absolutely no point to this blog, I just had to get some things out there to float in space.

What should I do that would take up some time and be rewarding?

Give me ideas people, at the moment I'm open to anything other than buying a house or having kids.

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